Things have been a bit rough for me with the weight stuff. I'm slowly finding myself getting back into old habits. I haven't been in a place like this in well over a year. Now that I'm here, I've got to dig deep to pull myself back out. I *think* I'm finally at that bottom point where I'm ready to do that.
What did it take?
Someone posted a group photo that I was in and I just did not like what I saw. I haven't gained weight but I sure look like I've put on about 15 pounds or so. Ugh.
How did I get here?
Honestly, I don't know. I did really well over the summer. I didn't lose but I didn't gain either. For me, that was a huge win. I lost seven pounds after starting back at the gym. One would think that would put me back on the track. And it did, for a bit but then a derailment happened. It happens so slowly, it's really hard to recognize it until it's too late.
I suppose it's not really important as to how I got here. The focus has to shift to getting out.
It starts right here. Right now.
My good decision for the day is when I didn't bail out on my personal trainer because I don't feel well. It's nothing that is contagious. I'm just in a bit of pain and don't know why. Before leaving for the gym, I felt like curling up in a ball. But I didn't. I sucked it up and went to the gym. I'm still not feeling 100% but mentally I feel great.
Shifting gears a bit, I thought I would share photos of our completed bathroom.
I still can't find curtains that I'm in love with and I haven't found any art for the wall. I will wait until I find something that speaks to me. Until then though, I will just enjoy it as it is....
My BIL made these doors for me. I told him of a similar design I saw on Pinterest and he made it happen. Just have to get that big white container out of there and all will be right with the world. :)