Hanging in

Hanging in there today.

My mood is just about the same as it was yesterday. Very disappointing as I am usually back to my old self by this time during my cycle.  I was thinking about getting on meds last night and had a breakdown thinking about having to start another cycle without having meds in my system. If I see the Doctor on Friday, the script won't arrive to me for at least another week....I can't focus on that right now though, it makes me panic to think about going through another cycle as a pyscho (I mean no offense, it's just how I feel).

I can't wait to feel normal again!  I don't like this person that I am right now. She's no fun. No fun at all.