Can't believe they are heading into Season 10! And I can't believe that I've gotten bigger since they started 10 seasons ago! OK, so I've had 2 kids in that time. Can't blame it all on them? Or can I?
Seriously though, the premier is tonight. I'm having some mixed emotions about it. I applied to be a part of this season's show. Yes, I realized that 200,000+ people were also vying for their spot on the ranch. A girl can dream, can't she? What has my emotions up about this season though is that I was lucky enough to participate in the taping of the first episode. I was there rooting for three people I've never met. Two of them make it to the ranch, one is left behind (I won't spoil it for you). :)
Anyway, that moment is etched in my mind. I told myself "today is the day! This will be the first day of the rest of my life" yada-yada! Fast forward to today (4 months later) and I am in the same position I was in on that very day. I know I don't have anyone to blame but myself. I also know that today is a new day.
I'm happy with some of the changes I've made as of late - there will be a future, more in depth post about that. Until then, enjoy the season premier! And tell me, what have you done today to make yourself feel proud?
I'm proud to be married to you.
ReplyDeleteAnd you are too hard on yourself... Since then you have been walking every day. You have a ton more energy. You have taken on house projects that would have sat if you didn't have the energy.
We are eating mostly organic, healthy food. We have stopped eating out nearly as much.
Maybe the scale says nothing changed, but it's a dirty liar!