Can't believe they are heading into Season 10! And I can't believe that I've gotten bigger since they started 10 seasons ago! OK, so I've had 2 kids in that time. Can't blame it all on them? Or can I?
Seriously though, the premier is tonight. I'm having some mixed emotions about it. I applied to be a part of this season's show. Yes, I realized that 200,000+ people were also vying for their spot on the ranch. A girl can dream, can't she? What has my emotions up about this season though is that I was lucky enough to participate in the taping of the first episode. I was there rooting for three people I've never met. Two of them make it to the ranch, one is left behind (I won't spoil it for you). :)
Anyway, that moment is etched in my mind. I told myself "today is the day! This will be the first day of the rest of my life" yada-yada! Fast forward to today (4 months later) and I am in the same position I was in on that very day. I know I don't have anyone to blame but myself. I also know that today is a new day.
I'm happy with some of the changes I've made as of late - there will be a future, more in depth post about that. Until then, enjoy the season premier! And tell me, what have you done today to make yourself feel proud?